I went about my business almost all day last Thursday without realizing it would normally be a chemo day. When James pointed it out to me I could hardly believe it! I immediately declared it ‘Official Non-Chemo Day’ and decided ice cream was in order! I think I will have some more Non-Chemo Days!
That same afternoon we visited the ENT for the biopsy of the nodule they found on my thyroid. Thankfully it was a short procedure. It gave me a small taste of what it must feel like to be choked. Bleh. Another reason I decided ice cream was definitely needed!
Tuesday (9/2) the doctor called to tell me that the biopsy results were in, the nodule was benign. YAY! We are grateful. He will do a follow up ultra sound in 6 months.
It is four weeks after my last chemo, and I am still recovering with residual side effects. The return of energy feels agonizingly s l o w. I do feel like I have made some progress over the last few days, just some tiny baby steps in the right direction.
Emotionally this has been very challenging. I know God is at work within my heart. This feels agonizingly s l o w as well. I want the quick fix version. I have been humbly reminded time and again that I am not on my time table, but His.
We are waiting to meet with the Oncology PA on the 9th of September. The results from BRCA (genetic) tests will be in, and we will discuss a definite game plan and should have a date for surgery. If the results are negative, we will have much better surgery and continuing care options. If it comes back positive, we will be dealing with a whole new can of worms. Obviously, we are hoping the results are negative! But we are trying to leave that in God’s hands.
After the surgery we will wait 2-3 weeks to begin radiation; I expect it to begin early in October.
Towards the end of radiation I will meet with the reconstructive surgeon again to discuss the next surgery options. We plan to give my body 6 months to heal from radiation before proceeding.
We are really grateful for the love of friends and family who continue to jump in with help and support. Your encouragement and prayers are felt.
Teddie says
So glad to see your update. I check often and pray for you always. I love you, sweet girl!